Shiny happy people, how have your lifes been?

Mine's some kind of mess, right now XD
You see, I have to chose what to do now that my secundary school will soon be over...

"Recent" events:

- The 14th of December (2008) I started up with my current boyfriend. However, this month things are somewhat awkward
I love him, though. Even if sometimes it's hard for me to show it.

- I'm kind of pissed off at a couple of people... why is people so egoistic? So envious? I *WILL* seek revenge

- I got one diploma at English (remember I'm from Spain, people)

- I got obsessed with Placebo, then Bunbury, then some more Bunbury, some Héroes del Silencio, and now... I'm back with AFI, doing some Clandestine research...

- I'm starting to actually do homework at school! And my grades have gone up... I'm so motivated, so hard to believe XD

- Tomorrow I have no school *grin*


Okay, this time I'll start posting things, not just journal, commenting, and watching other people's work.

Bye ^^

On my absence I've read all my mangas again. Well... the shojos. The shonens are in process XD

I've obsessed myself over manga again. I've drawn quite a lot... mostly chibis X3 (And a quite nice-looking waiter *drools*).

I finally read Twilight. I had it since
Saturday the 12th... of January lol
And I've wanted to read it for... two years now.

So... why didn't I read it before?
I wanted to finish all the books I already had before. Ha-ha. Just mine are far too much. If you add the rest of books in the house...

That's one point of reading I hate. I always want to read this one new book I got before I even finish the current one. That's why I have soooo many books I've started and never finished. And that's why I practically quited reading books... I got in the fan fiction world. But ever since I took a peek inside Twilight I wanted to continue. I did, but left it again. But this week I was like "what the heck!?" so I read it. I want more ;3;

I went to a concert (how the heck did I end up in a Miguel Bosé concert!?!?)...

I saw TONS of films...

I played loads of videogames... I resurrected my Nintendo 64 (lol)... and I have a new and super-shiny... Play Station 3!!
There are REM and Blink 182 songs on Sing Star...
WHY THE HECK AREN'T THERE MCR OR AFI SONGS!?!? WHY ISN'T THERE A PLACEBO SONG? EVEN HIM, MSI, BLAQK AUDIO OR GREEN DAY WOULD DO... BUT NO, OH NO.
Not even Linkin Park or Muse TT__________TT
At least I have The Killers U__U


Oh, by the way...

My birthday is on July the 20th. I don't wanna grow up >.<
Wait... Edward's seventeen...
Okay. But not a single one more after this.

I hate the heat. I hate the sun. I hate the Spanish summer. I burn AND freckle, even when I just get one minute under the sun.

Beside my issues...

~ The other day my ex-friend and ex-crush (it all ended because he got mad at me) seemed kinda interested in contacting me after all this time (or so makes me think the number of times my cell vibrated with his name on the screen), which kinda surprised me. Probably wanted to tell me off again or something, dunno what I'm so curious about… still I didn’t catch it. No way. Hmmph!

~ My biggest-crush-ever… spilt last week with his girlfriend. She was the one to do it… and her excuse was kind of lame… She wants to be free during the summer. Sounds kinda slutty to me. However, thanks to my great stupidity of telling him I no longer wanted him near me at the time we were still friends… The strange thing is we are on good terms once again, and he’s acting like the old times… my guilt’s still bothering me, though. Okay, so… no chances with him. I should understand that already.

~ ’s back!! After twenty weeks in which I had forgotten she had ever existed. She’s like… my new hero >___< She sent me this awesome wallpaper, kind of manga sketch… It’s so awesome!!! Just like her ^^

~ I’m wondering how the heck I got over 1.000 hits… Makes me want more XD Okay, I’m gonna start submitting something every once in a while!! Don’t expect anything nice… my work’s crap.

~ My parents are gonna restrict my use of my *own* computer! It starts tomorrow. So… I’ll be gonne for a week or so… =’(
But I’m gonna die playing videogames, watching anime, reading manga, getting the makeover I promised myself, writing fanfiction, reading books, seeing films and out with friends. How bad I wanted to do those things… and how much I could not overcome my computer obsession. So… a break will be nice (I’ll miss my compie, tough)… and useful.

~ ohmygosh. Spain won!! (Talking about soccer!?!?) You know, I hate soccer. And I don’t particularly like Spain. But after so much resignation, the fact that we won… it’s kind of surreal.



I'll miss all the awesome people here in DA. Everyone on msn... The fantastig kingdom of Internet... well, one thing for sure.

Don't know when... BUT I'LL COME BACK!!!!

I'VE MADE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'VE MADE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'VE PASSED MY FIRST YEAR OF THAT SHITTY SHIT THAT IS SHITTY-BACHILLER, EVEN WITH CATALUNYA'S-SHITTY-STYLE!!

Wich I still consider unfair. Hummph.

OMG-OMG-OMG

OhMyGosh.

My friend called me to say she had passed, and that she had asked the teacher what about me, and I had passed. And I was like OHMYGOD.

And you know? Once I wen't to highshool to reciebe my grades, my teacher told me I've passed, in fact, with all my subjects clean... except for Catalan. Yes, that exam didn't even bother to present myself to.

One would say "If you had pressented, you'd have passed with it clean, too". Sorry, darlings. If I pass with Philosophy clean, it's cause I didn't even bother with Catalan. It was either one sure try or two futile attempts.

So... I'll have to pass September's exam... or then May's one... If I don't... I won't be able to pass bachiller TT________TT

Why can't one have peace for a while?

Still... summertime is summertime... so... I'm not the one who's gonna spend it all studying, ah no. Not me.

I'll have to do a minimum, though.
My exam will be about the first and the second term and the book "Carrer Bolívia, de María Barbal" (Which even signed me the book, and came to talk about it with us at school, but I was too busy talking with a friend about... other things).


But the best thing of the week is my problem with those two guys. The worst of the two is solving out quite well, in fact, I've shown a lot of support for him lately, now that he lets me talk to him... and he's really apreciated it. Maybe we could be friends once again? I don't think he'd let me.

And the other one... after telling me off some weeks ago, he's now starting to act normal (even friendly) towards me, which really pisses me off, cause... well... he can say whatever he wants and then after a time act as if nothing has happened? The worst of it all is that I can't tell him off the same way he told me off, and I'm letting him act all friendly. However, if I really have to, I'll tell him everything that I have on my mind, as I'm not the only one of his "friends" that is mad at him. You see, this guy is a real nice person (I hope you all notice the sarcasm). The problem is: I don't know how to.


And now, forgetting about the one that sickens me and the other, which I've lost forever...

I'VE PASSED!!

An HYSTERICAL entry

I've failed 4 subjects, and now I have my one last chance to make them better in order to pass this grade. But the exams start tomorrow, and I've recieved my grades today! It's CRAZY to pretend I can learn in one afternoon (and night, cause tonight I won't sleep) what I haven't learned in all this year... And tomorrow I have TWO exams of the most difficult subjects to pass. I'm not gonna do the catalan one. I'm going to put all my efforts on philosphy, cause I'm better at it ¬¬ And I will have more time to study philosophy, too... I need Red Bulls tonight. Never before have I resourced to them, but... it's my only hope.

Now about the other two... I have this weekend to learn two terms of Spanish and the f*cking book of doom: Solitud, by Víctor Català. But I think I can make it, cause one's on Monday, the other on Tuesday and I'll have all the weekend. And some friend of mine has lend me all of the notes I need. All of them. [He once told me he had a crush on me. I stopped talking to him. Now we're back, and he's always worrying so much over me... But I know (and all my friends) he's fallen again for me. I feel like I'm using him...] I don't think that it's impossible, but I don't see myself capable of doing it... But this time... I'LL TRY!!!

What really f*cks me up is having two exams, of two of the hardest subjects, on the first day, which is TOMORROW.

I HATE THE CATALAN EDUCATIONAL SYSTEM.
Why can't we be like the rest of Spain and have the suficences on September, after having all the summer to study?
Cause we're proud like that.
Nothing against Catalunya, I kinda like it. But I really hate it's educational system. F*ck em, whoever thought of this stupidity.

It's not possible to learn a whole term or even grade in one week, not two... but it's a F*CKING AFTERNOON!!

Yeah, I'm kind of hysterical.